Letter to Granny:
I got your parcel this morning, and I thought to myself, ‘Oh there it is!’. I had almost wondered whether or not my well had dried up, but no it hadn’t. I knew I had been waiting for your reply, and that it would be a special reply. So here is my letter again. Everything is still there.
As for Who am I? The reply I have is this. You already know. (That is the message to you). Frustrating, isn’t it?
Then there is Susan’s request, where does it come from? Within. It is a matter of meditation, but it is more of a feeling of remembrance. When an idea, shape or form presents itself in my head I can almost hear myself say, ‘oh yeah, that’s right. I remember now.’ Intuition? A flash of insight?
Channelling feels different, the words are different, and the feeling of another person or being is strong. The “other” feeling is always strong when I channel with writing, but not always as though a person is there, an identifying personality. That is probably why there are very few names given to me. The personality is not necessary to communicate ideas, or thoughts.
When I am not channelling, it is as though a mood has stuck me, an inner gong goes off and I feel the urge to write down ideas, or merely reflect. A lot of the time I can flick a mental switch and then begin to “receive?” or to dip down into the pool of knowledge to present an idea or a question. Most often I am thinking of a question and then it is answered. Or perhaps I begin to think on reality, something quite simple, like a piece of paper. That paper is not real, it is only a memory, or a sensation, a sub-feeling, not relevant to the whole, but intrinsically a part of it. Then again, I might think to myself, look at the paper. Within the paper is all that exists, on all levels, and every understanding in the wholeness.
It all depends on the mood and direction of my thoughts. The book you sent was so right, in those times when I flick my mental switch it is though my personality is not there. It is as if there was no “Rebecca” or that her worries or cares are merely a shell encasing the person within. There are many different ways to describe this sensation and many ways of knowing the same method. Your own understanding will again be different to mine.
The article you sent on the children was interesting in many ways, and rang a bell in my head. Many of the feelings and emotions expressed reminded me of the leftover feelings I had from my own childhood. These would not be within my family, but the general strong feelings I had when interacting with the other children of my own social and structural level. I always felt different, whether this was from the knowledge that I had no other siblings of exactly my nature, or looks, or whether this feeling was from some other source?? A part of me was different, but not obviously so. When I was 14 I remember walking along the road to home thinking the thoughts of that time, and feeling quite hidden in my disguise. My 14th year I am almost certain, was a year that I was very highly attuned. (The year I was almost positive I had some kind of mental illness, due to the bizarre, strange thoughts I had, and occasionally the inexplicable behaviour that would overtake me). Right, I have probably lost you there, but letter writing is far inferior to a spoken conversation.
The other thing is a brief note to myself in my journal about the “others”. It goes.
1st December 1995 10.36pm
I got an image. Some of the group are still in school. The young ones. Some are pre-adolescent at this stage.
It is the bell that rang in my head. Interesting, don’t you think? I had a mental picture of the time of a group of people all like-minded here on a mission.
I think I will leave you with that, as I have some ideas, but I would like to hear your own first.
23:48hrs
I am home again, and I thought I would add some more before retiring for bed, or should I say, hit the sack. I was doing some thinking on lecturing and the philosophy on the nature of the universe, etc. And the thought that perhaps I had not discussed the blood lines with you before had come to mind. The Spirit (and I shall just use this label for wont of another generic term), has bred the human race from a hybrid. (I have felt the deep truth in this. It is something that resonates within me, and is a theme that is often threaded throughout my dreams). The human race is of course not the only species to incarnate with forms of spiritual beings and of course it is neither the lowest or base form of vibration level beings created, nor the highest. It is low, or dense perhaps is a better word, yes. It is this, but also the beings incarnating within the mortal flesh is of a far superior vibration level as well.
The mortal flesh is encoded with deep and hidden levels of … states? This concept is hard to form in to words, and descriptions.
See each possible body as being a unit, nothing more. No soul, etc. Each unit has abilities and functional capabilities that can be programmed. Certain switches can go on or off. The soul, or spiritual being has control or decision on which levels go on or off, upon entering their earth life.
Now consider that each unit, or mortal flesh, is only capable of certain functions, or levels and not others. This is referring to the encoded abilities within the flesh of the body, or unit.
So if I were to tell you, or impart that the reason I am sharing the explanation of a mortal’s capabilities is to explain the reason why Spirit would control blood lines, and genetic manipulations from spirit.
Why do two people develop a sudden and intense attraction for each other, that is almost inexplicable, and upon conception of a child, it suddenly evaporates? Blood lines, possibly. The soul of the child may have wanted those particular parents for their genetic make up, whereupon the mother abandons the child, and the child lives out his or her life without the parents. Many alternative possibilities could of course occur, but as an example it is only illustratory.
Monday, March 06, 2000 14.15hrs
Ok, last night we had that conversation on the telephone, the other thing I have been waiting for and I am much more ready to continue my little etchings. So many things occur to me to write about, but most of them vague, and almost without form. The other things that occur to me are what I privately consider to be the basics, or building blocks. The things that are used to construct an understanding broad enough to understand the larger concepts and pictures I would like to describe to you.
The smaller things include a lot of the things my previous letters contain. All are relevant to this physical existence and this physical world, seen through the eyes of one of the living incarnate. The aura fields, and their relationship to each other. The concept that they exist within a larger generic field on this level, and are heavily interlaced and connected. The generic field (which I will call the g-field), in which we all exist also contains the souls of the recently passed over (or dead to some of you). The g-field must be left after death eventually to continue the journey. The soul merely adjusts, or is assisted to adjust, it’s own vibrational level to a higher frequency to merge into the higher fields. Those souls who are “lost” fail to adjust their vibrational levels, and are unable to be reached for help until that soul is ready.
Remember each phase of adjustment is guided and assisted, until the soul is able to achieve these phases without guidance. The souls who are “lost” are watched over, but are blinded by their own concepts, beliefs, or strong emotional attachments to the living incarnate, or their own memories of their life incarnate. Thus they are “lost” until they have overcome their blindness. Such “lost” souls can be dangerous to the highly sensitive, or untrained sensitive.
Much could be said on “lost” souls, but rescue work is not needed to be explained as of yet. Much of this you are already aware of.
I could explain more of the attributes and energy of the g-field, as I sense this is more of a mystery to you. The field of life we all live in on this level is like living in one environment, one connection, and it is also one level of vibrational frequency. It is the field we all live in, including plants, animals and the mineral objects, etc. We, the living incarnate, see this field and interpret it in much the same way, yet each living animal perceives it differently. (As I have explained, with the horse, the fish, etc). Humans see the world in much the same way, and interpret it much the same way. Yet mentally, we each perceive our worlds differently.
The g-field can be passed through by entities of different vibrational levels, and intercepted by fields of different frequencies. Such beings that pass through and around this field may be perceived, but in most cases not. The lower vibrational beings, such as elementals, are of a different nature to human incarnate, and not on the same cycle of evolution. Yet these beings exist, not to our physical awareness, and not often seen to the other senses of the spirit unless in spirit form.
An example of an interception by a field of different frequency would be the ‘ethers’, long since “disproved” by logical science, this different field does exist and is most readily accessed by our thoughts, fantasy’s, dreams and astral bodies. It is almost a mental field that can be accessed by all. Some would call it a telepathic world, others the dream land. Each a different word for the same thing. The ethers is a place that exists alongside, and almost within our generic field of life. Intertwined with this, our own, generic field, and also other levels of frequency.
There is the field that I have found no name for, except a vague recollection that it is the eternal soul memory. The memory pool that contains a record of all things, (yet in the instance I can recall it was used to describe the place where all the past lives are stored – past life memory pool perhaps?) But yet there is such a place which stores the memory of all things, past, present, future. Not the same place I talked about where I could see the “time-line” of this universe stretched out before me as if from a fantastically great distance beyond. This memory pool is merely like a great book, that is written, is writing itself, and is yet to begin writing. (A paradox, but it is the explanation). This field of course is intertwined, and yet separate from this generic field of life.
I can see how this explanation might confuse you more than explain. But then again, perhaps not.
Oh yes, I remember what else it was I wanted to add to this letter now. I was sitting here with a mental block, the path before me so diverse, confusion was setting in. Here I am exploring the inner worlds, with my path of choice before me, yet was blinded by choice. (I have a sentence in my head to add right after that, yet it makes little sense to me…it was Sound familiar?)
Ok, it's about the natural law you once spoke to me of. Here I am, revelation of another time upon me, I can remember the day and the reason for my stunned discovery fresh in my mind as though it were yesterday.
You were explaining spells to me of magicians, etc. And how they could do magic , yet their magic was bound by certain natural laws of this level. Gravity, for example? Correct?
Well, my message to you, and I hope you can truly understand that I am assuming you already know of this, is that those natural laws are not necessarily the end. That in fact those natural laws, while generic to all and basically essential for other life to follow in the pattern it has been set, can be bent, shaped, and yes even broken for the accomplished, and highly evolved adept. It is entirely possible not to follow one or any of these laws.
There is the field that I have found no name for, except a vague recollection that it is the eternal soul memory. The memory pool that contains a record of all things, (yet in the instance I can recall it was used to describe the place where all the past lives are stored – past life memory pool perhaps?) But yet there is such a place which stores the memory of all things, past, present, future. Not the same place I talked about where I could see the “time-line” of this universe stretched out before me as if from a fantastically great distance beyond. This memory pool is merely like a great book, that is written, is writing itself, and is yet to begin writing. (A paradox, but it is the explanation). This field of course is intertwined, and yet separate from this generic field of life.
I can see how this explanation might confuse you more than explain. But then again, perhaps not.
Oh yes, I remember what else it was I wanted to add to this letter now. I was sitting here with a mental block, the path before me so diverse, confusion was setting in. Here I am exploring the inner worlds, with my path of choice before me, yet was blinded by choice. (I have a sentence in my head to add right after that, yet it makes little sense to me…it was Sound familiar?)
Ok, it's about the natural law you once spoke to me of. Here I am, revelation of another time upon me, I can remember the day and the reason for my stunned discovery fresh in my mind as though it were yesterday.
You were explaining spells to me of magicians, etc. And how they could do magic , yet their magic was bound by certain natural laws of this level. Gravity, for example? Correct?
Well, my message to you, and I hope you can truly understand that I am assuming you already know of this, is that those natural laws are not necessarily the end. That in fact those natural laws, while generic to all and basically essential for other life to follow in the pattern it has been set, can be bent, shaped, and yes even broken for the accomplished, and highly evolved adept. It is entirely possible not to follow one or any of these laws.
The key to breaking apart the natural laws that bind you is simply your mind. There is a door in you mind that is almost permanently shut, and that only some are permitted to open. Behind this door is the ability to channel the raw basic energy of life into the shape, or desire that your mind can fashion. It is similar in certain mannerisms, or ways, to channeling a spirit, or spirit form. Yet, this door is there for every good reason, and simply cannot be forced open.
The soul incarnate knows of the natural laws and of many steps in the stage of evolution that gives him/her the knowledge necessary to open this door in their mind.
The knowledge of this possibility lying within is a key, and necessary step in breaking the barriers down in your mind. These barriers reinforce the natural laws in place around you, and a simple step in helping to remove them is to open yourself to the possibility that any thing is possible. Without relief, without condition, and without boundaries. All things are possible, in this incarnate world.
As I have said though, the knowledge of this is one step. The next step is to embrace this knowledge and to give it ultimate belief. Alas the power of the mind is sadly underrated. The power of the mind alone is a great and powerful weapon, spiritually, mentally, and physically. It is one of the greatest tools of mankind, and the understanding the mind has in relation to the physical world, and how it affects it.
There are many other things I could talk about, but mainly these things are just aside to the real issues. The other beings that live within this field, and the way in which things are done? You must send out for the information you would like to reach you. I merely have to open the correct book on this plane to share the knowledge.
The soul incarnate knows of the natural laws and of many steps in the stage of evolution that gives him/her the knowledge necessary to open this door in their mind.
The knowledge of this possibility lying within is a key, and necessary step in breaking the barriers down in your mind. These barriers reinforce the natural laws in place around you, and a simple step in helping to remove them is to open yourself to the possibility that any thing is possible. Without relief, without condition, and without boundaries. All things are possible, in this incarnate world.
As I have said though, the knowledge of this is one step. The next step is to embrace this knowledge and to give it ultimate belief. Alas the power of the mind is sadly underrated. The power of the mind alone is a great and powerful weapon, spiritually, mentally, and physically. It is one of the greatest tools of mankind, and the understanding the mind has in relation to the physical world, and how it affects it.
There are many other things I could talk about, but mainly these things are just aside to the real issues. The other beings that live within this field, and the way in which things are done? You must send out for the information you would like to reach you. I merely have to open the correct book on this plane to share the knowledge.
Ok, just popped out to get some lunch and got to thinking. Most especially about the question again, who am I? I remember when I was going to a Shaman group for woman held by a sister of the shield, that I had a vision. Or my third eye was perceiving a different level at the same time that I was in a room with four other women.
All around me, watching me and my life, were a large group of white people. People dressed in white clothing and who were pale, washed out looking. In my other sight we were all standing on a level plateau of white. While thinking about this vision of people as it came back to me. These people and I are part of a large group of souls, and it is these spirit souls who guide me, and others like me, through this time period of life. Some volunteered, and others persuaded. All are here for the same or similar purposes, and the knowledge you speak of that is channeled through me in large part is directed to me via the help of these souls.
Interesting, but I feel quite open now. There are a lot of people hanging around my house, more and more every letter. Seems almost like a fuller house than I thought it was.
Well, I think I might finish this letter off, and hopefully it will print out in blue, cause I am outta black. Then I might pop down to the post shop before I pick up Josh from creche.
Hope this letter was worth the wait.
That is all for now, <HUG>, hope all is well.
Love Bec
All around me, watching me and my life, were a large group of white people. People dressed in white clothing and who were pale, washed out looking. In my other sight we were all standing on a level plateau of white. While thinking about this vision of people as it came back to me. These people and I are part of a large group of souls, and it is these spirit souls who guide me, and others like me, through this time period of life. Some volunteered, and others persuaded. All are here for the same or similar purposes, and the knowledge you speak of that is channeled through me in large part is directed to me via the help of these souls.
Interesting, but I feel quite open now. There are a lot of people hanging around my house, more and more every letter. Seems almost like a fuller house than I thought it was.
Well, I think I might finish this letter off, and hopefully it will print out in blue, cause I am outta black. Then I might pop down to the post shop before I pick up Josh from creche.
Hope this letter was worth the wait.
That is all for now, <HUG>, hope all is well.
Love Bec
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